Fight through or Crash!

 I started this blog and a couple of social media sites in hopes of helping others understand the mind of someone with ADHD by using my own personal experiences. However, I'm feeling like it's all a big waste of time. No one is following the social media accounts I set up, no one reads the blogs. Which really begs the question, why the hell am I bothering?

I could say I'm doing it in hopes that I may still reach someone, that maybe someone who needs to hear this stuff will stumble across one of my blogs and it will really help. I could also say it's therapeutic for me, writing down my thoughts. Both those explanations would be total bullshit.

I continue to write blog posts because I have to. You see this is something I have started that I want to see through, unlike so many other projects that I've simply gotten bored with and thrown aside. I want to push past the boredom, the overwhelming urge to just say screw it I don't have time for this and move on to something else I'll probably toss aside in a few weeks.

If I can overcome my ADHD fighting me to quite this, then maybe I can fight through on other things as well. Start actually following through on goals and dreams. Fight past the urges to quite and give up and become overwhelmed by all the other random tedious garbage in my life trying to push my goals aside.

So I will fight on, I will push until either I break and cave to my ADHD, or beat it into submission and reach my goal of finally finishing something I started.