Operation Overload.

 So for some reason I thought I could balance out working full time and going to school online, all while taking care of home life and spending time with my son. While this may seem simple enough to most, remember I'm not your average "most" My ADHD has been raging out of control for months now with no sign of slowing down.

I don't sleep without some form of sleep aid and when I do finally get to sleep I don't want to get up in the morning. My mind is constantly in a state of indecision about everything, I can't remember fuck all, and on top of all that I am working an average of 48-56 hours a week while still expected to maintain the same workload as a full time student. 

I am by no means admitting defeat, I will not surrender and I will not go down easy. I am determined to figure out how to make this work. ADHD will not defeat me, I will adapt and overcome. I have goals that must be accomplished. I have a son that looks to me for an example and who counts on me to push through. This will not be the end.